‘Peace is our natural state, we just think otherwise’

So there I was cruising through life, doing what everybody else was doing, family, house, work and day-to-day living. I was running my own drilling company, accumulating and accomplishing in the world I thought I was here to create. What a change in life experience when my husband of 20 years decided to take another route. This was a road I was not prepared for and shook me to my bones. This was emotional pain that became so physical it transformed how I saw the world from that point in time. I continued to live, breath and function, while being confronted and exposed to my childhood experiences of sexual abuse. Walls I had created from teenage rape, fears of trying anything new, vulnerabilities from exposing failures and hundreds of other things that limited me to see who I really am in this life.

With my personal fascination of human behaviour, intrigue into the workings of the brain and deep experiential realisations, my world started to open up. I evolved personal practices and started to make choices to live a life of learning, confront fears, fuel what I love and make choices that expand my life experience rather than contract it. This was often confronting, but with each realisation exposed me to a lighter and more expanded life every day. This was then my fuel to do the work to see any other weights I was carrying. I was exposed to the silent self-sabotage, my unconscious ways of being to live a limited life. I realised my thoughts could be my best entertainment and I became my own observer of the regular stand-up gig going on in my mind. I reconnected to my sensory body and practiced watching my emotions instead of being swallowed up by them.

I saw how comfortable I had been my whole life, even if those comfort zones stopped me from personal growth, I was content there. I decided to jump outside what was my normal, I am not talking about jumping out of airplanes, I had fears to even make a simple phone call. As simple as that may seem, this one fear exposed many others. Making the choice to keep trying and doing the new, exposed the space of spontaneity, creativity and curiosity. The awareness of how I saw, sensed and created my life based on my human conditionings from my past became so apparent. I discovered how I now have the power of choice to create exactly how I want to be in this life, rather than react to conditionings that no longer served me.

I am passionate about sharing tools, strategies, education to others to support their personal realisations for individuals to open up to themselves and find their own personal power. II believe when we take responsibility for our personal awareness of our evolution, we as a collective can use the creativity of being human with innovation to transform and transcend our present structures and frameworks , to ones that serve the planet and humanity as a whole. Developing education and actions based on the ultimate truth of unity and connectivity rather than, separation and disconnection.